These last two months have been the most shocking two months of my young, adolescent life.

Firstly, I have moved out of my mothers house in a desperate attempt to find a taste of freedom and trust, none of which i found at my previous address - which is all it known to me, as of now - and I am now staying at my step-dads house, just a five minute walk from my work and a bus ride to school.

I have been accepted into University, which I am ecstatic about, and I finish school for ever in 18 days, as of today. I didn't know my life would properly start so soon.

Currently I am Studying Higher (A-Level) History, Biology, English and Music and hopefully I'll get the two passes I need in order to continue into University in Perth. Now, I know you're all thinking why Perth? Well! Not only is it the most beautiful city I have seen in a while (minus Dublin) It is the furthest University than my course in available at. The further away I can get from here, the bloody better!

Me and Steve, haven't been closer.

We have booked a holiday for the 4th July to the 10th, in the town of Largs, a lovely little boating town that is so peacfull. I'm going to enjoy myself thouroughly! Believe me!

Other, unimportant news? I came 3rd in a world wide weekly quiz called "Trivia" at a local Chat Center, I was dead chuffed! My best friend would rather hang out with her boyfriend than me, but to be honest, i know what it's like, I'm cool with it. Here, I'm talking like I know it all, far from it.

It was nice to receive a wee e-mail from my good friend (you know who you are) It was nice to talk to him. And I've realised my perception of this world, of people has completely altered to my contrasting "let's judge everyone because im a teenager" mode. The world is such a pretty place and when i read my friends e-mail i could see the simplicity and innocence, not in an offensive way. But I can't trully describe what i picked up from his words, other than softness, a pureness about it, which I must say comforted me slightly.

When I was walking home from school today, there was this lone lampost, the only thing on this street with sun shining brightly on it. If i had a camera, i would have taken a picture. Once I have saved up enough money for a new Saxophone I'm sure as hell going to buy myself a wee camera so i can share and show the innocence and prettiness held subtley within our world.

That's all that seems to be on my little mind this afternoon. I hope you all had nice dinners, I had lasagne.